i realized that blogging is emma's thing.
and that's why i haven't done it... since basically the day i started.
and i don't want to steal emma's niche.
but i want to know all this...for me?
i'm in love; i feel like i've finally got it right.
he's the reason i can't fall asleep at night.
(am i really sinking into this golden light?)
it's almost christmas; that time of year.
and i'm bracing myself for when my grandma draws near.
(how come we never really can avoid the things we fear?)
i'm waiting for my grades; call me a freak or nerd
but i'm gonna ignore you cuz i need myself to be heard
and grades are my output for this lonely world
i went to church this week; first time in a while
and honestly, i truly think that Jesus makes me smile
(it's great to know that I'M his child.)
merry christmas! this is probably my last post. :)
