Merrily We Fall out of line, out of line
I'd fall anywhere with you, I'm by your side
Singing in the Rain humming melodies
We're not going anywhere until we freeze
Well, yesterday I got to spend some quality time with my wonderful poet friend.
She doesn't know I have this blog, because I stole the idea from her :)
I don't have anything ephipany- worthy to write about.... except, lately, I've been thinking,
will I ever become somebody GREAT? Okay, I'm smart. But it's just average smartness.
There are millions of people in the world way way wayy smarter than me.
Okay, I can SORTOF write. There are millions of people in the world who can write
way way wayy better than me.
Okay, I can play violin.
There are so many better violinists than me it's not even funny.
Okay, I can ride horses. The chances of me making it big are slim to none.
So, what exactly is my purpose?
Why am I here, God??
I may not know these things right now, but I'm not going to let them drag me down.
I'm just going to keep being the best me I can and hope for the best.
Oh, on another subject...
Speaking of "hoping for the best," it's more like "trusting God for the best"
because I seem to be trusting him a lot lately, for everything.
Guys too, a lot. Sometimes I feel self-conscious because everybody has a boyfriend or somebody
that likes them, except me, or so it seems. Plus there's only one guy I like, and I've
liked him since... I don't know, June? Without really liking anyone else.
So I'm tempted to get upset that he has a girlfriend and everything,
But I know that if it's meant to be, it will happen in God's time.
It takes a lot to be ok with that.
So, live and learn, I guess.
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